Saturday, June 2, 2012

disastrous nightmare

paranoid.
despair.

two words that spell disaster to me.
sometimes, i'd rather seclude myself, escaping from these... nightmares.

the extreme fear of something, that is paranoid.
and the feeling you feel when all hope is lost, that is what you call despair

i have felt both of these.
none of them felt good.

i do have something that i fear,
that is getting too close with a girl.
and i end up having a crush on her.

things like this always do not end well for me.
or to put it much simpler, i always have rotten luck with ladies.
that's a fact.

you want to know how losing all hope feels like?
trust me, you don't want to..

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