Friday, November 2, 2012

just an inane prattling

man...when was the last time i wrote something here..
must've been at least a month ago....definitely..
if this thing is a journal, damn thing might be covered in dust

almost two months had passed since the beginning of the new semester...
so far, 50 50... some parts are good, some are...well.....not so...

personal life is in a mess right now....
how should i say this......
have a problem with my 78-years old grandpa
he has Alzheimer....have to bear with his...attitudes.....


that's one thing...
another one..well...
should i mention about it?
should i?

all right...here goes nothing....
it's about my private life when it comes to girls i like....
so far, only some know about the girl whom i have a crush on.
(guys, please keep that a secret, or i'm gonna fuckin kill ya,muahahaha)

somehow, i feel like i am being cursed
this may be repetitive, i know, but i just have to say it all over again....
when will this..misery ever end.....

heard from a friend that she's currently admiring someone....guess this is it.....
gonna have to wait again....

"I'm afraid to love you cause you might not love me in return. I'm afraid to love you because of fear that I might be hurt before it's through, i'm afraid to love you because i might lose you the same way i lost the one i loved before you, but most of all, i'm afraid to love you cause i think i already do"

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