IRON.

Deep in the ocean, dead and cast away
Where innocence is burned, in flames
A million mile from home, I'm walking ahead
I'm frozen to the bones, I am...

A soldier on my own, I don't know the way
I'm riding up the heights of shame
I'm waiting for the call, the hand on the chest
I'm ready for the fight, and fate

The sound of iron shots is stuck in my head,
The thunder of the drums dictates
The rhythm of the falls, the number of dead's
The rising of the hoards, ahead

From the dawn of time to the end of days
I will have to run, away
I want to feel the pain and the bitter taste
Of the blood on my lips, again

This steady burst of snow is burning my hands,
I'm frozen to the bones, I am
A million mile from home, I'm walking away
I can't remind your eyes, your face

Don't push me!

you want some?

come get some!

though this seem to be too short, i will pile it up, nut later.

expect a new me, in 24 hours!

IT WON'T BE SOON BEFORE LONG.

in 1 more month, or so,

i will be leaving my home....

for another journey.....

well, FYI i am not sure whether this should be written, or not.

perhaps, or again, not.

since the UPU result came out around 2 weeks ago, let me tell this straight.

i got selected into UniMAP.

i know i know.

sounds funny, isn't it?

to be studying in a university which is located about just a few clicks away form my backyard, though a few may not seem to be appropriate, since the campus is scattered all over the state. even i, whose origin is from here, do not even fully know where are all the building s are located, talkin' bout' real scattering. simply overwhelming, ya know?

enough of blabbering, looks like this week will be one helluva week. got to finish my license test, havin' my medical checkup,(anybody knows where is the cheapest place i can get for my checkup?), and yeah, opening a new bank account, since i am not from a rich family,(cukup-cukup makan bolehla),to get PTPTN, and the list goes on....

urghh.. i need a break...

SKMM can go to hell

seriously, i never give a damn on these 4 stupid letters. SKMM

but today, i am going berserk.

why? this good-for-nothing organization has blocked one f the most frequent website i've ever visited, THEPIRATEBAY.ORG

sumpah, aku x pernah tengok organisation sebengap SKMM sebelum ni, website fileshareing nak block , macam takut bawak pengaruh negatif(kononnya).

yg cukup cukup cukup pelik, 4tube.com x block pulak... memang la, kerajaan malaysia memang kaki blue rupanya.

oh another thing, i heard that anonymous is going to teach malaysian government a lesson.

memang patut pun....

agak2 nanti apa pulak kena block?

facebook? youtube? blogger?

last2 tinggal google ngan yahoo....

kalau macam tu. baik x payah ada internet

Next stop: U?

where shall i go next.

cgpa is just 2.7. blah i know it's not very high.

but at least i have proven that the second semester is not as tough as it looks.

got 2.91. hehe

but now, i got to find a work.

by work, i mean WORK or JOB. no seriously,

huh, what the hell i'm talking....

but luckily, my nightmare didn't become a reality..

you don't need to ask.

It is time.

it is..

or should i translate that to...

i don't know. what should i say.

seriously, my hands are shaking right now, knowing that the results for my PSPM II is coming out in just a couple of hours.

freaked out? you bet. on top of that, my heart's racing... about that.

don't know if i could obtain 4 flat. 90% is no, i cannot obtain 4 flat.

3.00 or above? i could see the light..

but at least, i hope that the total of my cgpa will be a 3.00 or so...

then i will feel secured and relieved.

Two Years Later.

"the more the things change the more they stay the same"

i guess this phrase meant a lot to me now.

this morning i will embark on a journey,

or to be more precise, a homecoming....

to the earth where i used to tread together with my comrades..

koleq...

i will be staying there for 3 days... later i will be travelling to kl.

hopefully will be having a whale of time there..

till then..

off i go