help me

it hurts.
it hurts..

the pain...was almost too much for me to bear...

i...need....help.....

speechless

i wish i can say everything that has been in my mind for the past few months, but i can't.

i have been keeping all of these to myself

it pains me for being ignored....

as if i am just a shadow...




well at least, now i can go wherever i want if i want to seclude myself for a while

perhaps this weekend will be a good time to do some soul searching?

maybe...maybe

i wonder what will happen if i suddenly went missing? nobody knows my whereabouts

looks fun. mind if i try?

Seek not beauty in battle.

 Seek not beauty in death.

 Consider not your own life. If you wish to protect that which must be protected, then strike while your opponent's back is turned

rhyme time.....

as the time passes by, my patience is running dry...

do it or die, you'll never know if you don't try!

life is full of secrets and lies, so if you get screwed over, don't act surprised....

this is the last for today, but i won't just stop here, no way...

i am not supposed to love you, and i am not supposed to care

i'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there. 



i'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do. 

but i'm sorry i can't help myself. i just simply fell in love with you