160612,0113

the clock is ticking.......
it's already 1.14 a.m when i am typing this....just another piece of my mind....

nothing much to do here
except for watching dragon ball z from 10 p.m until just now.
i have to admit, that is one of the most memorable things during my childhood.
some person might say that the show is just some stupid kid's stuff
i beg to differ

does sacrificing yourself for the sake of your loved ones is child's play?
does watching your loved ones killed before your very eyes is a laughing matter?

only a complete idiot would answer yes to the questions above....

sorry, i guess i was too carried away.....
ahhh where was i?
oh yes..

by now i would assume that most of my friends are already en route to their respective hometowns
and a few more will be leaving by tonight(duh, it's saturday already by now, isn't it?)

only a few more remains.....
counting the real final days of life a first year student....

and the final countdown has already begun .............

end of year 1

time sure flies so quickly

without even realizing it's already the end of the first year as a university student
or to be precise, as a UniMAP student

we've been through a lot of things during our stay at Wang Ulu
some are memorable, some are,well..... let's just say not so pleasant

well, to all of you who will be returning home starting today
have a safe journey home
don't do anything stupid or reckless during the holidays
i don't want any of you to get any injuries or scars because of those things.....


i guess these will do for this post

till we meet again, my friends

au revoir.....

SEMPER FI

shortpost

done with digits.
next stop is electrical engineering.....

danger imminent

4 papers in a row, this week only.
1 paper in the second week
1 paper every day.
seems legit.

i shall need every bit of my strength to face this.....
and also some luck.

disastrous nightmare

paranoid.
despair.

two words that spell disaster to me.
sometimes, i'd rather seclude myself, escaping from these... nightmares.

the extreme fear of something, that is paranoid.
and the feeling you feel when all hope is lost, that is what you call despair

i have felt both of these.
none of them felt good.

i do have something that i fear,
that is getting too close with a girl.
and i end up having a crush on her.

things like this always do not end well for me.
or to put it much simpler, i always have rotten luck with ladies.
that's a fact.

you want to know how losing all hope feels like?
trust me, you don't want to..

a monologue of a lonely soldier

i don't know whether i should be typing this or not
i just don't know.

things have gotten complicated recently.

heck, i don't even know where to start.

what would you do, if you see a girl, which resembles and reminds you of another girl whom you had a crush on?

tell me, can you feel the loneliness that i've been through?

a few people kept saying the same thing over and over again.
"you still don't have a girlfriend? too bad .it'll be nice to have one"
hmmph.easier said than done, mate.

different girls have different things they like.
this what bothers me for a long time

but,actually deep inside, i really, really do want to have a girlfriend.
i always do
but, i am not used to talk with girls using "that" kind of sentence.
why? i just don't know.

guess i'm gonna stay single like this till my university days are over
maybe, maybe not.

who knows what'll happen next.

ah.....

absolute boredom is attacking me right now.
got two freakin' tests tomorrow
one is digital, another is electrical.
digital is kinda ok for me
but the same cannot be said for electrical

well...
let's get this thing done and dusted