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finished my math paper yesterday.
i have to admit, i lost my sanity after the paper ended.

the questions are like, oh my god,THEY ARE KILLING ME....

i'd rather perform a 50m bungee jump rather than answering the questions....

and it wasn't only me who felt the same.
almost everyone whom i knew here agreed with me.

and there goes yesterday..

and for today, i plan on studying cp.
but seriously, what am i doing?
man.... hunger is striking me....only one food stall is open for the time being. and it is swarming with people,starving just like me....

guess i'll have to wait for dinner...

alright enough blabbering.
just received some words regarding on what will come out in cp exam.

structures, eh?

hmm, well it's still easier compared to file..

perhaps it will come out,perhaps not...

whenthisiswritteniamstillstudyingmathforexam

my hands are full right now.

because the final exam is around the corner....

oh wait a sec,

it's tomorrow(!),

starting with math(the most killing subject of all-time)

two days later(thursday), computer programming(the tricky one)

next monday, skills in communication and technology(essay question, perhaps?)

then a week gap(whew!)

next stop(well, after the one-week freedom)
basic electronic....i can't say it's easy, but so far, this is less tricky compared to other subjects(the only problem is that you have to memorize a ton of formulas..)

and finally.....

electric circuit theory(the difficulty? i'd rather not mention it here.the extreme of the extremes...yer got the idea right, mate?)

well, hopefully everything shall end well...


or else......

S.S.D.D

The more the things change, the more they stay the same

To find out that you are studying in a university,that is different

To find out that that particular university is located just a few clicks away from your home,well that is different too.

But to find out that the pace is almost the same as last year, and that, my friend, is what i said something like"Damn, i thought university life is kinda lax, but it's almost 90% the same as last year?!!)

But luckily, the pace is NOT as fast as before.

Take this for example.i got a day when the class starts at 11 a.m.

and on the other day, i have only 2 hours of class, and no more for that particular day.

Impossible?

NO.I know, I know. Sounds like i am making a too-good-to-be-true-lie-that-seems-true-but-might-be-a-lie statement, eh?
It's up to you.

History is written by the victors.
Let's get to work.

IRON.

Deep in the ocean, dead and cast away
Where innocence is burned, in flames
A million mile from home, I'm walking ahead
I'm frozen to the bones, I am...

A soldier on my own, I don't know the way
I'm riding up the heights of shame
I'm waiting for the call, the hand on the chest
I'm ready for the fight, and fate

The sound of iron shots is stuck in my head,
The thunder of the drums dictates
The rhythm of the falls, the number of dead's
The rising of the hoards, ahead

From the dawn of time to the end of days
I will have to run, away
I want to feel the pain and the bitter taste
Of the blood on my lips, again

This steady burst of snow is burning my hands,
I'm frozen to the bones, I am
A million mile from home, I'm walking away
I can't remind your eyes, your face

Don't push me!

you want some?

come get some!

though this seem to be too short, i will pile it up, nut later.

expect a new me, in 24 hours!

IT WON'T BE SOON BEFORE LONG.

in 1 more month, or so,

i will be leaving my home....

for another journey.....

well, FYI i am not sure whether this should be written, or not.

perhaps, or again, not.

since the UPU result came out around 2 weeks ago, let me tell this straight.

i got selected into UniMAP.

i know i know.

sounds funny, isn't it?

to be studying in a university which is located about just a few clicks away form my backyard, though a few may not seem to be appropriate, since the campus is scattered all over the state. even i, whose origin is from here, do not even fully know where are all the building s are located, talkin' bout' real scattering. simply overwhelming, ya know?

enough of blabbering, looks like this week will be one helluva week. got to finish my license test, havin' my medical checkup,(anybody knows where is the cheapest place i can get for my checkup?), and yeah, opening a new bank account, since i am not from a rich family,(cukup-cukup makan bolehla),to get PTPTN, and the list goes on....

urghh.. i need a break...