REVELATIONS

tch.it's a no-go

2012-02-13T01:05:00.002+08:00

server is currently at the moment.
gonna open it again at 5 in the morning.

dust to dust.

2012-01-18T11:35:00.003+08:00

6 hours left
1 more paper to go

preparation?

i don't know
the only thing i've done is

only some minor revisions...

no way...
and my mind is kinda blur right now...
what should i do???

Getting the gist of it

2012-01-08T22:04:00.001+08:00

i have to say, having just one paper for this week is kinda a little bit relaxing
but still, i m not sure of tomorrow's paper.
skills in communication and technology.

what question type it will be?
there is a high probability that essay questions are sure things to come out.
and what else,

objective questions?
man, this type of question is a rare sight to behold.

then how about subjective questions?
well, if essays are not coming out, this thing is NEXT.

no matter.
still got a couple of time left..

alright mates

LET'S DO THIS

Can you read this?

2012-01-04T00:27:00.001+08:00

You cannot read, canyou?
Tell me if you can read this

onedownanother4togo

2012-01-03T14:06:00.000+08:00

finished my math paper yesterday.
i have to admit, i lost my sanity after the paper ended.

the questions are like, oh my god,THEY ARE KILLING ME....

i'd rather perform a 50m bungee jump rather than answering the questions....

and it wasn't only me who felt the same.
almost everyone whom i knew here agreed with me.

and there goes yesterday..

and for today, i plan on studying cp.
but seriously, what am i doing?
man.... hunger is striking me....only one food stall is open for the time being. and it is swarming with people,starving just like me....

guess i'll have to wait for dinner...

alright enough blabbering.
just received some words regarding on what will come out in cp exam.

structures, eh?

hmm, well it's still easier compared to file..

perhaps it will come out,perhaps not...

whenthisiswritteniamstillstudyingmathforexam

2012-01-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

my hands are full right now.

because the final exam is around the corner....

oh wait a sec,

it's tomorrow(!),

starting with math(the most killing subject of all-time)

two days later(thursday), computer programming(the tricky one)

next monday, skills in communication and technology(essay question, perhaps?)

then a week gap(whew!)

next stop(well, after the one-week freedom)
basic electronic....i can't say it's easy, but so far, this is less tricky compared to other subjects(the only problem is that you have to memorize a ton of formulas..)

and finally.....

electric circuit theory(the difficulty? i'd rather not mention it here.the extreme of the extremes...yer got the idea right, mate?)

well, hopefully everything shall end well...

or else......

S.S.D.D

2011-10-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

The more the things change, the more they stay the same

To find out that you are studying in a university,that is different

To find out that that particular university is located just a few clicks away from your home,well that is different too.

But to find out that the pace is almost the same as last year, and that, my friend, is what i said something like"Damn, i thought university life is kinda lax, but it's almost 90% the same as last year?!!)

But luckily, the pace is NOT as fast as before.

Take this for example.i got a day when the class starts at 11 a.m.

and on the other day, i have only 2 hours of class, and no more for that particular day.

Impossible?

NO.I know, I know. Sounds like i am making a too-good-to-be-true-lie-that-seems-true-but-might-be-a-lie statement, eh?
It's up to you.

History is written by the victors.
Let's get to work.

IRON.

2011-08-17T17:02:00.002+08:00

Deep in the ocean, dead and cast away
Where innocence is burned, in flames
A million mile from home, I'm walking ahead
I'm frozen to the bones, I am...

A soldier on my own, I don't know the way
I'm riding up the heights of shame
I'm waiting for the call, the hand on the chest
I'm ready for the fight, and fate

The sound of iron shots is stuck in my head,
The thunder of the drums dictates
The rhythm of the falls, the number of dead's
The rising of the hoards, ahead

From the dawn of time to the end of days
I will have to run, away
I want to feel the pain and the bitter taste
Of the blood on my lips, again

This steady burst of snow is burning my hands,
I'm frozen to the bones, I am
A million mile from home, I'm walking away
I can't remind your eyes, your face

Don't push me!

2011-08-17T16:56:00.002+08:00

you want some?

come get some!

though this seem to be too short, i will pile it up, nut later.

expect a new me, in 24 hours!

IT WON'T BE SOON BEFORE LONG.

2011-07-26T02:30:00.002+08:00

in 1 more month, or so,

i will be leaving my home....

for another journey.....

well, FYI i am not sure whether this should be written, or not.

perhaps, or again, not.

since the UPU result came out around 2 weeks ago, let me tell this straight.

i got selected into UniMAP.

i know i know.

sounds funny, isn't it?

to be studying in a university which is located about just a few clicks away form my backyard, though a few may not seem to be appropriate, since the campus is scattered all over the state. even i, whose origin is from here, do not even fully know where are all the building s are located, talkin' bout' real scattering. simply overwhelming, ya know?

enough of blabbering, looks like this week will be one helluva week. got to finish my license test, havin' my medical checkup,(anybody knows where is the cheapest place i can get for my checkup?), and yeah, opening a new bank account, since i am not from a rich family,(cukup-cukup makan bolehla),to get PTPTN, and the list goes on....

urghh.. i need a break...

SKMM can go to hell

2011-06-14T21:18:00.002+08:00

seriously, i never give a damn on these 4 stupid letters. SKMM

but today, i am going berserk.

why? this good-for-nothing organization has blocked one f the most frequent website i've ever visited, THEPIRATEBAY.ORG

sumpah, aku x pernah tengok organisation sebengap SKMM sebelum ni, website fileshareing nak block , macam takut bawak pengaruh negatif(kononnya).

yg cukup cukup cukup pelik, 4tube.com x block pulak... memang la, kerajaan malaysia memang kaki blue rupanya.

oh another thing, i heard that anonymous is going to teach malaysian government a lesson.

memang patut pun....

agak2 nanti apa pulak kena block?

facebook? youtube? blogger?

last2 tinggal google ngan yahoo....

kalau macam tu. baik x payah ada internet

Next stop: U?

2011-05-19T11:03:00.001+08:00

where shall i go next.

cgpa is just 2.7. blah i know it's not very high.

but at least i have proven that the second semester is not as tough as it looks.

got 2.91. hehe

but now, i got to find a work.

by work, i mean WORK or JOB. no seriously,

huh, what the hell i'm talking....

but luckily, my nightmare didn't become a reality..

you don't need to ask.

It is time.

2011-05-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

it is..

or should i translate that to...

i don't know. what should i say.

seriously, my hands are shaking right now, knowing that the results for my PSPM II is coming out in just a couple of hours.

freaked out? you bet. on top of that, my heart's racing... about that.

don't know if i could obtain 4 flat. 90% is no, i cannot obtain 4 flat.

3.00 or above? i could see the light..

but at least, i hope that the total of my cgpa will be a 3.00 or so...

then i will feel secured and relieved.

Two Years Later.

2011-05-05T00:07:00.002+08:00

"the more the things change the more they stay the same"

i guess this phrase meant a lot to me now.

this morning i will embark on a journey,

or to be more precise, a homecoming....

to the earth where i used to tread together with my comrades..

koleq...

i will be staying there for 3 days... later i will be travelling to kl.

hopefully will be having a whale of time there..

till then..

off i go

hell yeah!!!!

2011-04-12T23:26:00.002+08:00

the second wave of PSPM II has passed.
as usual, one thing i gotta say 'bout math.

IT FREAKS THE HELL OUT OF ME!!!

no, i'm not lying.
it started kinda well for me at first,
but things started to go sideways when i arrived the-usual-hate-to-do-it trigonometry questions..

so in the end,

i messed myself up.

enough said.

of exam, chemistry and tsunami

2011-03-20T22:18:00.005+08:00

by now, most of are in the midst of the final preparation for the final exam, though it is still in three weeks time, but hey, time sure flies fast nowadays...

as for me, well, i... how i am gonna say it.... ah i am starting to recap my lessons , namely the all-time-dreaded MATH, physics and of course, my favorite subject, chemistry...

one thing i really like about this semester's chemistry is that the syllabus has very little calculation question, only 3 chapters involved with it... but honestly, all the calculations are much, much simpler than in the previous semester, although still there are some tricky questions....

the other 9 chapters, on the other hand, does not involve any calculations at all, in fact there are only writing and drawing chemical structures and naming them... however, there are a few hardships in these chapters.... and the main problem would be.... remembering the chemical reactions.... oh well.. that's how chemistry will be.

enough of that. last 2 weeks was a shocking weekend indeed, as a massive earthquake hits japan, causing giant tsunamis rampaging and destroying a part of Fukushima, not forgetting causing the nuclear reactors there to explode due to the violent shakings. as i read the news, the papers, everything related to the disaster, a question suddenly came up: will that place be the next Chernobyl? if you do not know or might say "What the F*** is that place?", google it. but likely, it is almost impossible to not to know about this place. 50 000 thousand people used to live here, but now it's a ghost town.(used to hear this sentence? you bet. it is an opening for call of duty 4: modern warfare)

got few words to say about the disaster.

first, do not attempt to make any comments, especially when it is to be aired on televisions, that shows that you are such a dumbass, failing to differentiate between natural disasters and man-made disasters.

second, do not draw anything stupid, even though you want to say that no one can stop natural disasters, or tsunamis, to be precise.

last...

may you have a swift recovery, JAPAN.

ganbatte!

a little piece of my mind

2011-03-18T19:30:00.002+08:00

3 weeks left. before the big day. i don't know if it is worth to be said big.

yah PSPM II .. must get at least 3.51 in this exam...

well, only about 30% prepared.. still got tons to do and cover....

ahh....... just miss the good ol' days at koleq.... missed almost about everythin' 'bout it, my batchmates, my bed, and of course, playing hide and seek with the wardens... not forgetting as well as eating one of a kind NGA in the middle of midnight, without actually seeing it...

sheesh.... how time flies...

again, and again.....

2011-03-09T23:38:00.003+08:00

5 weeks left and i am free from this "asylum".

but, sincerely, i am kinda feeling something back.

something that i had forgotten for such a long long time, i even lost track of it.

no, no, no not the feeling of being forced to study until the wee hours in the morning , trust me i have been in a worse condition. not that, seriously..

the thing is that, well, i... again, sadly had a crush on this girl, and it always seem to me that i have bad lucks with girls. she already has a boyfriend, which make me kinda sad. ..(melepas aku)

well, maybe i'll find someone sooner or later. by the end of my stay here, or maybe in the university, if i manage to secure a place.... that is, in the month of september.

aim for the almost impossible

2011-02-18T20:12:00.002+08:00

yah i know tajuk atas macam mengarut.

i know, spare me the lecture..

aku tulis ni bersebab.

esok grand finale dota

peringkat kmpp.

aku ngan team mate aku, zaid, abg mal, mat din, rizal coolem akan duel ngan team yang buleh kata macam haram... malam nie training... yay...

oo mintak2 menang la...

SAY NO to XC!!

2011-02-08T23:39:00.004+08:00

elok, elok sangat cross country esok. dah la bagitau last minute, buat pulak kelas, memang style, bagi la bebudak2 semua lari pakai baju kemeja, seluar slack, yang perempuan pulak bagi saja pakai baju kurung, kata pakaian kebangsaan. lepas tu lari pulak dalam ladang kelapa sawit, sumpah style.

biasa la, tak pernah lagi aku dengaq kata cross country buat dalam ladang kelapa sawit. kalau macam tu kita tukaq nama amacam, apa kata cross palm oil plantation? style tak?

aku rasa tak sangat kot... nama panjang sangat... tapi kalau dalam bm merentas ladang kelapa sawit, tu memang style... ok...

kalau kena ligan dengan inchek u-lar memang best la, kena pulak yang saiz macam pertunjukan kat dewan tu, fuyoo memang ada adegan aci ligan macam dalam Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah.

yang x lari sure relaks punya, sebab x teruk, yang lari tu yang sakit, kena pulak malam esok ada kelas... hahahaha. entah berapa kerat la yang p, kalau p tu memang tabik la, sebab stamina macam terminator, kalau x pun sebab x lari, tak terlibat langsung wahahaha.

kalau x pi tu kena mark dengan cikgu punya, memang kena la. kalau kata letih, sure cikgu reply ada yang p jugak walaupun letih. tapi sama jugak, tang p pun bukan tentu tau benda apa yang dia dapat, tah2 lagi haram dari yang x pi......

nak buat macam mana esok ni arr???

kamon...

2011-02-06T22:30:00.001+08:00

kamon la wei

sikit jer lagi

lagi 1 bulan lebih dah nak habih matrik dah

lepas tu cuti lima bulan

kerja dulu time cuti tu

collect duit, buat lesen.

kamon la, kamon la....

2 bulan

2011-02-06T09:07:00.002+08:00

lagi 2 bulan habih sudah hidup aku kat matrik

yeah.

tapi ada 2 3 benda jugak la benda yang buat aku meluat nak balik matrik tgh hari ni.

first cross-country

second pspm...

aku cukup meluat dengan crosscountry

kalau menang x kisah.

kalau x menang memang buang karan....

helpppp!!!!

tak tau

2011-02-05T00:29:00.002+08:00

tak tau. serius tak tau

tak tau macam mana nak sambung

sumpah serius tak tau

nak buat macam mana nak bagi tau?

ada sapa-sapa tau?

aku tengah tak tau gila-gila ni

gila-gila tahap gaban tak tau ni

gapan pun tak tau tak sampai tahap aku tak tau ni

memang tak tau

nak buat apa pun tak tau

betoi tak tau,

kalau dah tau dah lama dah aku buat

ni sebab tak tau la aku tak buat-buat lagi ni

sebab kalau tak tau, nanti apa yang buat pun haram tak tau

kalau tau benda apa yang nak kena buat sure tau

tau satu benda lagi baik dari tak tau langsung

tau ka tak tau?

(apa benda aku merapu ni?)

what!!!!

2011-01-23T00:01:00.001+08:00

balik kmpp lagi....

nasib baik bulan 4 ni last.... tapi sebelum tu hell dulu la.....

PSPM II...

dua minggu straight..

well x la straight sangat....

lepas tu cuti 4 bulan lebih......

cari kerja, amik lesen....

ntah tengok la dulu

20

2011-01-22T02:03:00.002+08:00

lg 20 jam aku beransur2 dari rumah aku.

balik matrik.,

shite

boring haram....

apsal matrik cuti kejap sangat???

CNY cuti ke x cuti x tau la.....

dengar2 budak cina dapat cuti seminggu free

yg lain?

just wait and see

just hours to go, and counting...

2010-12-31T02:52:00.002+08:00

today is the last day of 2010

and tomorrow will be the first day of 2011,

guess time's flying so fast

9/12/2009(if i am not mistaken)

still remembered when each and everyone of us sang MOTHERRUSSIA for the last time, not forgetting the other songs, with tears bursting from almost everyone's eye...like it happened yesterday

caught a last glimpse of the BIG SCHOOL....not knowing when will be seeing it again, hopefully in 2019.....while driving a murcielago,

hearing the news about one of my friend's death.....one of the most shocking news of the year....

entering matriculation college, which seem kinda hell at one point, precisely before the first semester exam..... didn't get kinda high pointer, though...

and others, which seemed to become cloudy in my mind at a moment......

well, that's 2010 for me(for now, cause there's still approximately 9 hours left before entering a whole new year)

i'm glad i survived this year.

one and a half year later

2010-12-29T21:05:00.003+08:00

it had been almost ages since i last wrote in this blog.

not because i didn't have any idea, well yeah that's one reason, but i was, am, and will be busy for the next few weeks.... man...... oh man,,,

in a week i will be celebrating my beloved batch's birthday..

hopefully everyone will remember that day, where around 115 innocent-looking boys entered THERE,where we learn about almost everything , and grew up together...

and now, i ...

just can't forget... about someone....

he left all of us, last march.....

still remembered how he made a joke about my name.....

but it was a joke, so i laughed kinda hard..

and still, it was still unbelievable that he had left us....

to anyone whom know him, let us recite Al-Fatihah.

really looking forward to visit you, bro.

hopefully i will have that opportunity

someday... someday

Kemalasan 2

2010-09-05T22:00:00.001+08:00

malas malas ,malas malas malas.

bab makan aku laju..

bab buat kerja aku slow skit tapi aku ada buat gak..

sering malas menjadi hobi aku...

malas.. ayat yang sering orang cakap...

malas... ni ayat yang aku tulis utk dongoi2 baca..

kemalasan

2010-09-05T21:29:00.002+08:00

akudahmalas. memangakudahmalas. sebabrayadahdekatsangatsampaitahapbulehbilangnganjarije. lagi4harikalautaksalahaku.tapimacamtakbestsangatladizyearpunyaraya.cutipondapat5arijer...alapendekbebenorcutikalini

aahlantakla.janjidapatbalikkampung.....

(malassangatnaktekanspace....sorilaye)

anywaysselamatharirayadiucapkankepadaseluruhmuslimindanmuslimatyangmengenalipemilikblogni,kirakosongkosonglepasni,ok?:)))

Perché io?

2010-08-07T21:23:00.000+08:00

why?

apsal aku selalu jadi mangsa?

WHYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

Sono arrivato

2010-08-01T19:30:00.002+08:00

arrived in kmpp at approximately 6.15 p.m

done unpacking all my things

and tonight i am going to be busy again...

sigh........

(damn essay x buat lagi...nasib baik satu essay je...:)

tutte le cose belle devono finire ,

2010-08-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

that's right.

less than 12 hours i will return there

to kmpp

during this not-so-long-but-so-needed-holiday

i found another interesting hobby

learning to mock people in italian

it sure sounds fun, don't ya think?

oh well i did!

well, try for yourself...

it sure worked out for me to relief my stress....

i'll give you a new word... say cazzo aloud.. in front of an italian

and see what will the person do to you......

wahahahaha

uno giorno a sinistra

2010-07-31T00:06:00.002+08:00

only a few hours left.
before returning back to kmpp...

hmm, and what should i be expecting?
mid semester test result

ah hell NO!
no way i'll obtain 4 flat in this test.

just no way.......

yeah whatever..

still got a few months left before the end-of-semester exam

i'll make sure somehow i'll obtain at least 3.67....

the only easy day... was yesterday

2010-07-29T23:59:00.004+08:00

so how long i've not updated my blog huh? i guess more then 3 months. kinda long period for that....

there are few days left before i return to KMPP... and you might not believe what i am gonna say...

I MISS MY SCHOOLDAYS!!!

yep, that's it... I MEAN IT.

it's true that i am enjoying my lfe there, at KMPP, but somehow i miss my old comrades, especially my batchmates of 0509.......man, how time flies so quickly, and it was almost eight month since i've left my alma mater.....

i was wrong to say that school is kinda hell...
matriculation is even worse, but i know, it's just the beginning.... for my first semester exam is on october..... got plenty of time to cover........

2010-04-14T23:27:00.004+08:00

ketika sy menulis artikel ini, jam sudah menunjukkan pukul 11.27 p.m. kedengaran bunyi orang tengah berkaraoke. gila hapa karaoke time2 macam ni? ooh lupa ada funfair, bukan jauh sangat 50 A ni, alah 3 km je..bukan sedap sangat pun, tapi kalau nak bagi hujan turun cukup sesuai...

dan pada ketika ini juga sy sedang mendengar lagu viola yg cukup mengasyikkan, nak dengar, nah amik link ni..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rcajcqdhkh0&feature=related

Crush..

2010-04-08T00:28:00.002+08:00

the bad thing about crush is,

sometimes, you are the one who are crushed....

i do experience this,

a few years back....

and yes, she is someone's....

formspring.me

2010-04-07T21:51:00.001+08:00

Nak tanye tanye jela... http://formspring.me/sisatusatu9

boo-ring

2010-04-06T14:12:00.002+08:00

hari2 sy asyik melakukan perkara yang sama, smpai sy boleh jd sasau kalau lagi 2 bulan macam ni

bangun subuh

and kemudian tido balik.

bangun bangun matahari dah terpacak atas kepala

"la, dah pukul 12 la,patutla dah terang semacam"

masuk toilet,

nature calls

and gosok gigi

turun bawah, tengok benda yang boleh dimakan

nasi lemak sebungkus pun jadila..

ngap2, errkk.. alhamdulillah..

boleh la tahan sampai lunch...

"alamak, fb x check lg ngan formspring.me"

rush ke arah notebook yg sememangnya dah berada di atas meja di ruang tamu.

tak pernah berubah2 tempat sejak dua minggu yang lampau.

ubah pun kalau hujan lebat tahap taufan katrina.

and on notebook...

hah start pon

cepat2 bukak google chrome

and click kat tab fb(sebab dah bookmark)

taip e-mail and password.

tengok newsfeed

hmm....

oh mafia wars x bukak lagi..

bukak mafia wars...

oh ada free energy pack

pakai..

and send untuk yang lain...

bosan la

no interesting matter,

ahh layan dmc 4 lg best...

logout dulu..

close google chrome

and bukak game booster...

[switch to gaming mode]

...........................

and voila!

Let's roll!!!

and these are the things that i always do every single day...

anyone has any suggestion...to make the tiebreaker?

oh, this is killing me..

2010-04-05T19:20:00.002+08:00

i stumbled across this question a few days back.

Q: anda ade awek?

-___________-"

shit.

and my answer is...

A:awek? tunggu masuk u dulu, baru nak cari..

(x de soklan len dah ke?)

formspring.me

2010-04-03T19:47:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/sisatusatu9

dimanakah anda berada??

2010-04-03T00:59:00.001+08:00

saya berada di atas bumi, di benua asia, di bahagian asia tenggara, di negara yang bernama malaysia, di negeri yang bernama perlis, di tempat bernama arau...

Ask me anything

where am i?

2010-03-26T00:59:00.003+08:00

in the midst of march,

no signs of scholarship offer,

no signs of interview,

no signs of, err,

what, i just don't seem to remember,

29th of march,

the waiting will come to an end...

(mintak-mintak interview dalam bulan 4...)

Innalillah...

2010-03-22T09:13:00.003+08:00

Ikhwanul Ashraf Manja

a.k.a chamakh

(1992-2010)

passed away this morning....

Al-Fatihah...

(sesungguhnya setiap yang bernyawa itu pasti akan merasai mati...)

a busy(?) week....

2010-03-16T18:34:00.002+08:00

should I?

or shouldn't I?

is it?

or isn't it?

is it suitable?

or isn't it suitable?

ohh...

so much scholarship forms....

which one is the most suitable for me?

that's it

2010-03-12T12:14:00.000+08:00

8 a's

1 b+

b+ 4 bio

11/3/10

2010-03-11T02:42:00.001+08:00

no comment...

no mood...

just having high hopes

the dream will come true....

Is IT NEXT WEEK?

2010-03-03T02:03:00.001+08:00

no, let's hope not

I want IT to be released on the next two weeks...

and not NEXT WEEK!

pokok oh pokok..

2010-02-11T03:24:00.004+08:00

hilang sudah pokok asam jawa berumur... ntah tak tau..

tapi yang confirm memang tua la...

saiz lima, enam pemeluk...

agak "keras",

tapi itu dulu...

sekarang, tempat tu dah jadi padang jarak padang tekukur(berfalsafah pulak aku...)

tapak tempat pokok asam tu dah jadi tapak nak buat bungalow..

selamat ke rumah tu nanti...

aku tak tahu...

korang, rase camner?

same shit, different day...

2010-01-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

hate to do the same thing everyday...

eat,sleep,eat,sleep, bla bla bla

guess i will remain like this for the next few weeks...

Can't wait for it any much longer..

2010-01-12T11:16:00.001+08:00

DIABLO III

a new year, a new beginning (?)

2010-01-04T17:31:00.003+08:00

bye bye 2009, hye 2010..

as i woke up this morning, i heard something that reminded me about something that happened 11 years back...

"ye ye masuk sekolah ye!"

see how naive i was back then?

school seemed as a somesort of playground..

but now?

just read the newspaper...

(utusan front page today)

pfffttt...

what another one?

2009-12-19T16:23:00.002+08:00

man... baru semalam aku cakap cd-driver aku rosak..

pagi tadi lagi suey...

baru nak on pc hajat nak maen DOTA,

tp last last...

pc tak leh nak on langsung....

pia...

help!!!

apa pasai tak leh nak on?(bukan sebab blackout...)

bosan bosan bosan

2009-12-18T16:26:00.002+08:00

ya... memang.. memang tengah dalam kebosanan yang amat...

baru dua minggu lebih... dua minggu lebih meninggalkan satu alam yang berkebolehan untuk memecahkan otak...

alam persekolahan berakhir sudah, satu alam baru pula muncul... oops,bukan alam barzakh ya, nanti tak pasal-pasal korang ingat aku ni dah tak nak hidup dah..

baru nak main pc FFVII,last-last cd-driver buat kacau... hampeh...

tapi,it's ok, aku memang dalam perancangan, perancangan untuk mengupgrade pc aku ke tahap sebest mungkin...

tapi, mana mau cari duit...?

ntah le...

katakan NO kepada peraturan skema!

2009-12-06T15:50:00.001+08:00

rampa skem rampa skem rampa skem rampa skem

(ulanglah berapa kali korang nak aku x kisah)

go go go move it!

2009-12-05T15:37:00.001+08:00

come on come on
one more to go

you can do it!

it's just chemistry

go go go go!

2 2 go

2009-11-30T21:55:00.003+08:00

that's right.

another 2 papers left before ending my life as a budak koleq

let's see,

thursday, physics

next tuesday, chemistry

hmm, not so packed,

that's a good sign..

(to bebudak akaun aku tau paper korang esok,so ganbatte!)

6 down, 3 2 go

2009-11-28T14:53:00.002+08:00

the sixth paper had ended last wednesday, and it really made me sick.

add math is a real pain, abis add math aku terus sasau..

sampai sekarang die nyer effect ade lagi

damn it damn it!!!!

IT'S TIME...

2009-11-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

IT is here..

less than 18 hours...

no, maybe less than that.

so, what?

why am i writing this?

nothing much to say here,

just wanna say, aiseh esok SPM la...

ES PI EM...

2009-11-12T17:46:00.002+08:00

6 days left before the final battle.., and counting
man can't the clock just slow down, or better just stop?

cut me some slack, i just don't go big on this..
i still got a lot of things to do after this..lots and lots of things..

I MEAN IT

(so what, is this annoying to you? hope not)

I-E-A-I-E-E-I-O

2009-11-04T17:37:00.002+08:00

18/11/2009, exactly two weeks left

the turning point, or the ending point?

ok yeah definitely the turning point of life...

and a very important one...but... but.. but..

heeeelllpppp...... two weeks left and i am still searching for the solution for my problem(s)

ah whatever.

wait, did i forget something..

(background music ,I-E-A-I-E-E-I-O by System of A Down)

ohh crap...

essay aku x siap lagi.......

we shall never surrender

2009-10-25T17:16:00.002+08:00

The time has come and so have I
I'll laugh last cause you came to die
The damage done--the pain subsides
And I can see the fear clear when I look
in your eye.

I'll never kneel and I'll never rest
You can tear the heart from my chest
I'll make you see what I do best,
I'll succeed as you breathe your very
last breath.

Now I know how the angel fell
(just for you)
I know the tale and I know it too well
(just bow)
I'll make you wish you had a soul to sell
(soul to sell)
When I strike you down and send you straight to hell

My army comes from deep within
Beneath my soul--beneath my skin
As you're ending, I'm about to begin
My strength is pain and I will never give in.

I'll tell you now I'm the one to survive
You never break my faith or my stride
I'll have you choke on your own demise
I make the angel scream and the devil cry

My honored brethren
We come together
To unite as one
Against those that are damned
We show no mercy
For we have none
Our enemy shall fall
As we up rise
To claim our fate
Now and forever
We'll be together
In love and in hate

They will see
We fight into eternity
Come with me
We'll stand and fight together

Through our strength
we'll make a better day
Tomorrow we shall never surrender

We shall never surrender (x2)

man....

2009-10-20T22:04:00.001+08:00

28 days left..

before the final battle..

i am not fully prepared, i know.
c'mon, can't the exam be delayed?

SPM=?

2009-10-18T15:37:00.002+08:00

yargh yargh SPM is around da corner...
only a few weeks left.

i already read the timetable.

not too packed, it seems..

only fear one paper...

that will be on da second week...(?), i guess...

ahh, who knows what will happen in the coming 31 days...?

ENOUGH!

2009-10-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

wei korang nie tak payah la nak gaduh!

pasal meja biru ngan karpet tu pun nak gaduh ke?

aku tak faham betul ngan perangai korang yang tak nak mengalah nie!

lagipun kan korang, no kita dah hidup sekali lima tahun.

sudah la tu, sudah sudah sudah sudah SUDAH!

hah hah hah

XBOX 360's controller

2009-10-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

and i used it for the first time to play DMC4.

and guess what?

SWEET!

the thing grandma said

2009-10-01T21:46:00.002+08:00

Grandmother said this once,

all girls are equally pretty.

but until now, i am always wondering, how does different girls are all equal?

(guess i am not so good when it comes to girls)

face-off

2009-09-28T18:24:00.003+08:00

77 days left before finishing my life as a budak koleq .

and 57 days before facing the SPM ...

then i will be free

from the books (for 3 months...)

end of holiday

2009-09-23T13:56:00.001+08:00

now it's time to get back to face the book...

not facebook

but the real book

SPM is about a few weeks left,

and i am not ready at all!

HELP!

starting the countdown...

2009-09-17T17:22:00.002+08:00

less than 24 hours left before i return to my home..

currently in a cc, surfing the net, playing DMC4 again.

man, can't the clock just speed up so i can leave the school earlier?

someone: use "clock-up" la!

me: hahaha.. clock-up tu dalam kamen rider kabuto la mangkuk.

next stop, GROUND CANNON!

2009-09-16T17:37:00.004+08:00

now that the three-week trial is over, i guess now it is the time to relax and chill out.
especially that hari raya is just around the corner.. just can't wait to return home and celebrate the night of the hari raya MY WAY.

let me summarize the night-on how it always happens.

the night is full of thrill, colours(istana tembak bunga api daaa)and as well as self-made explosives that surely can make soldiers look for cover, if they hear the sound.

ermm.. actually the self-made explosive is usually called "meriam tanah".

to make it, you'll need three large cans (the size of milo tin is enough, i'd say)
and of course, the secret behind the trick... "karbait" @ ...(don't sure what should i call it. is it lithium, sodium or potassium? they all looks almost like the same!")

i am not going to tell how to make it. it's like a pain in the a%^ at first, including to dig a 15-cm deep, 1 metre long trench in order to hide it from being found..especially during the day, when you are fasting

but when the night arrives, the war begins...
the sound from it can be heard as far as 2 km..
not bad, right?

and not forgetting, the wind effect created is able to shake the branches of a tree located about 15 metres from there...

no. no. this is not a lie. it's true. all of it are true.

and because of it , i was nearly getting chased by the police..

man, i missed the good old days...

no more books.. for now

2009-09-16T17:10:00.002+08:00

end of chemistry paper, means the end of the trials..

faced two trials.

this is the last one.

what's next?

it's the one and only...

SPM..

damnit....

Banzai!!!

2009-09-15T17:44:00.002+08:00

no, this is not a declaration of war. i know that maybe some of you might have a little misunderstanding when i use this word..

By now, it is about 50 hours left before returning back to my hometown for the hari raya celebration... just can't wait ...

(used banzai because it means to cheer)

banzai! banzai! banzai!

1 more to go!

2009-09-15T14:00:00.002+08:00

one more trial paper left and guess what? it will be chemistry..

started to study last night (only a little part of the 14 chapters...)

received spot questions, and now i wonder should i believe these forecast questions.(well actually complete with the answers... :) )

i think that i need a pair of spectacles after this

2009-09-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

10.15 a.m.-4.15 p.m.

6 hours in front of the pc in E-net

wasting... my time playing one of the most craziest and most violent game i've ever played in my entire life..

that is...
DEVIL MAY CRY 4

managed to finish about 10 missions. and i don't play in the human(easy@sissy) difficulty..
rather played in the demon hunter(normal but not so normal)difficulty.

And i know why CAPCOM(the one who produced this game)classifies this game as an 18++-rated game.

full of violence and full of blood, not forgetting the usage of harsh languages(eg-jack&*!)..

but the storyline is simply SMOKIN'!!

(just can't wait until the next two weeks to continue it!)

KABOOM!

2009-09-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

yup that's right there's about a few days left before this year's hari raya.

all of the preparations are almost complete, except for the so-called self-made explosives or easy to be called firecrackers or called "mercun" in BM..

not decided what type of firecrackers should be bought this year(pokai mat...!)
or just make the "meriam tanah"

the sound is like the explosion of a HE grenade..
(this is not a joke!)

almost being chased by the police because of this a few years back....

tan X = sec X cosec X

2009-09-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

i had my add math class this morning until afternoon.

so far it was quite ok for me,

until i met this question...

tan X = sec X cosec X

the question asked me to prove this statement.

what the heck is this question?

how am i gonna prove it?

and suddenly i felt very sleepy
i guessed i was falling into a deep sleep...

krohh... krohh...

Letih ooo...

2009-09-05T13:54:00.002+08:00

ahah yeah i am feeling not so energetic today.. and it seems that i am starting to have a headche right now..

mane x nyer aku mengadap pc dr kul 11 td... and right now i can see lots of stars floating above my head...

hehheheellppppp meee!!!!!!

another trial?

2009-09-03T15:40:00.002+08:00

oh man.. why there must be another trial? after the so damn irritating SBP trial examination, i gotta face this JPN trial? ughh...

(nasib baik la skang nie bulan pose, kalo x mencarut la aku...)

bulan puasa

2009-08-26T13:25:00.003+08:00

bulan yang menguji kesabaran dan aaa kekuatan , baik fizikal dan mental setiap umat islam di seluruh dunia.. menjelangnya bulan ramadhan yang mulia ini akan ada satu pesta yang diadakan setiap petang ..

paham paham korang la ye...

pasar ramadhan la...

tempat sesetengah umat islam yang nafsunya terlampau kuat sampai ape nampak nak beli jer makanan yang ada...
kekadang beli sampai tak cukup tangan nak bawak....

last last makan sikit giler...

so jimat jimat la yer...

30

2009-08-20T18:03:00.000+08:00

30 hours left...

absolute boredom

2009-08-19T14:42:00.002+08:00

In the state of boredom right now...
Finished my trial yesterday and have almost nothing to do today..

some of my comrades had already returned to their respective home..
gampang korang balik awal!

will be back home in two days..

(sumpah boring gampang sekarang ni)

End..

2009-08-18T17:08:00.002+08:00

The SBP trial has just ended.
haha dah abis pun bende sial ni..

so what's next? lemme think for a while....

aiseh! JPN la pulak!!!!

gampang toi...

mengadap buku la balik....

44 is...

2009-08-17T18:11:00.002+08:00

what is the matter with the number 44?

well, it is just my mark for my ADD MATH paper..

huhu, so now i know that passing add math is not too hard...

(ada harapan nak A trial JPN nanti nie...)

What's Next?

2009-08-13T22:38:00.003+08:00

just finished my biology paper today. paper 1 and paper memang cam palat, luckily paper 3 is not too hard. and now there's only 2 paper left, namely physics and chemistry.

hopefully these two papers won't be as hard as the add math and biology paper...

(oit! sape ade soalan spot ntok chemistry ngan physics? aku nak gak!)

KABOOM!

2009-08-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

eheheheh..

i blew it again.

my add math paper that is.
who cares?
as long as i did it myself.

ok, enough with Add Math.
let's move on with bios logos a.k.a. biology
by now i have only read only about ..um.. 15%, perhaps?
man, this is so boring...

(balik ni confirm kene tusyen !)

I give up (almost)

2009-08-11T22:19:00.004+08:00

next stop, ADD MATH(why does this paper needs to exist in this world?)..
guess i'll do what i can only do...answer what i knew for all this time
should i revise, or should i ignore it and rather study about my biology paper that will be on this Thursday?

man, gimme a break.

(nak lulus pun susah, inikan nak A. mampos aku esok. hai nasib nasib...harap harap lulus la..)

KUUGA!

2009-08-09T20:44:00.003+08:00

just reminiscing the old memories...

(the opening)

just detonated my first trial!

2009-08-06T17:21:00.003+08:00

juz finished two more papers , namely english and history. i juz don't whether i did my best or juz did my worst... heh, who gives a damn on this trial. In fact there is one more trial awaiting for me after the one-week holiday.... hopefully the next trial will help me to get a scholarship... hopefully....

(two weeks left before the trial ends)

kantoi la pulak!

2009-08-05T16:42:00.003+08:00

alright, does anyone know the meaning of this word?
if you do, tell me, please...

the word is in BM and the word is "simpang-perenang"...

got any idea?

Trial is.... tomorrow,huh?

2009-08-04T21:15:00.004+08:00

may be this sounds kinda ridiculous but the truth is, my SPM trial examination is less than 12 hours from now. and that what scares me a lot. and what makes thing a lot worse, i am not fully prepared to face this calamity. This is because i know that this trial is no ordinary trial, it is the SBP trial, and that means that result will be compared with other SBPs from all over the country.

Well that's not my problem that is. Well actually my real, serious problem that cause to fail in the last mid-year exam is the one and the only......(drum roll please)

ADD MATH (the most-hated-but-most-important-paper-off-all-time)

tihs may not be a problem to some of you guys who are reading this but it IS my major cause of failure... owh man... seems that i really need a major revision...

crap.

counting the days

2009-08-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

perhaps this will be my last post before my SPM trial examination that will be held in this , er.. Wednesday.. lucky me it will start with the BM paper.. so there might be no real revision for this subject.. but on the next week, i will face my most feared paper, ADD MATH (sumpah aku benci haram paper nie!), that is..guess i have to do something, and fast! can anyone help me?

HELP!

Time Is Running Out.

2009-07-22T21:03:00.004+08:00

That's it.... time is running out for me.. and for some of the participants who will be gong to the Hari Ke budayaan bahasa Jepun that will be held in this weekend at, SBPI Gopeng @ IGOP in terms of budak koleq.

WE have to prepare for the exhibition that will be held in the same time. but senang cakap la,SATU HARAM BAHAN untuk exhibition tu tak siap lagi! and now we are busy preparing for the stuffs needed for the exhibition...

Got to go, adios!

A not so sweet day...

2009-07-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

yup, that's right. another day had passed as if nothing had happened.. or is it?

well, actually, a "scary" incident had occurred in the wee hours in the morning while some of us were happily snoring on the bed inside the dorm. An uninvited guest had come to "visit" his ... aa.. who is it huh... well ignore it. and he ended up staying inside in one of our dorm..
you might think that the guest is just a normal guest, but...
HAH! you're wrong! the guest is no ordinary man, but he is a .... s*%%#..

yeah yeah i know it may sounds ridiculous but i have no intention to tell you a lie...
and the presence of this guest caused all of us to become very alert. Who knows what a s*%%# can do to you when you are asleep... phew but luckily he left us unscathed (huhuhu) in the morning at about 9 a.m. what a relief! and tonight we can sleep soundly (hopefully) for sure...

Can Anyone Help me?

2009-07-12T17:30:00.002+08:00

The trial is just a few weeks left and guess what? i am still not ready at all! especially when it comes to add math, i always blew it since i start learning bout it since last year. because of that most-hated-but-most-important-paper, i only passed my exam twice lat year and once this year, aww man , it seems that i have to do something, but what is it? HELP!!!

Cari la lagu nie kalau korang gempak...

2009-07-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

DEVIL'S NEVER CRY

Steal a soul for a second chance
But you will never become a man

My chosen torture makes me stronger
In a life that craves the hunger
A Freedom and a quest for life
Until the end the judgment night

Bless me with your gift of light
Righteous cause on judgment night
Feel the sorrow the light has swallowed
Feel the freedom like no tomorrow

Stepping forth a cure for soul's demise
Reap the tears of the victim's cries
Yearning more to hear the suffer (of a)
Of a demon as I put it under

Killed before, a time to kill them all
Passed down the righteous law
Serve a justice that dwells in me
Lifeless corpse as far as the eye can see

The eye can see (X5)

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

We are falling
The light is calling
Tears inside me
Calm me down

Midnight calling
Mist of resolving
Crown me, with the
Pure green leaf

Praise to my father
Blessed by the water
Black night, dark sky
The devil's cry

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

We are falling
The light is calling
Tears inside me
Calm me down

Midnight calling
Mist of resolving
Crown me, with the
Pure green leaf

Bless me with the
Leaf off of the tree
On it I see
The freedom reign

Praise to my father
Blessed by the water
Black night, dark sky
The devil's cry

Life of vengeance, a passive test
Until the grave I will rest
Engage the pressure until it crumbles
The existence of the lifeless black souls

Onward to the sacred battlefield
Where justification and limits are revealed
Tools of steel in rage they conquer
Weed out the killing of victim's stalker

The powers proven to end the madness
Upon I take it to end the savage
The rays of light a truth of meaning
To my father the blood is pleading

A justice rage for all to feel
With innocent cries and hatred squeals
The gore of evil seems to satisfy
When slain an maimed and pacified

My chosen torture makes me stronger
In a life that craves the hunger
A Freedom and a quest for life
Until the end the judgment night

Watch the footsteps but never follow
If you want to live tomorrow
Steal a soul for a second chance
But you will never become a man

Babi meemang babi...!

2009-07-05T11:58:00.004+08:00

MC-VC traditional rugby tournament telah di postponed ke satu tarikh yg belum pasti. die nyer reason simple giler, sorg budak vaji dah CONFIRM kene H1N1 @ swine flu@ bahasa ringkas atau bahasa mudahnya selsema BABI. Kesian giler aku kat MC All Blacks sebab match diorg yg patutnyer semalam kene postpon ke bulan 8(katoq yg cakap, entah btol entah idok tak tau le aku). tu pasal vaji, skang ade la beberape org dari batch aku yg kene quarantine sebab gi sambut bebudak vaji tuh. Ade gak 2-3 org cikgu yg kene sekali...

Pasal budak Vaji yg kene selsema najis mughallazah tu lepas dari check kat airport, ade sorg member aku citer, time atas plane die mmg dah demam, tp die makan ubat bernama PARACETAMOL(confirm korang familiar ngan name ubat nie, kan?).so secara automatiknya temperature badan die turun la. itu pasal la boleh lepas dari thermal sensor kat airport tu.. tp bile sampai sini balik, ayak! badan die panas balik...ah sudah.... start la sume org gelabah(jadi cam s%$&#&). bile budak tuh dihantar ke hospital, SAH die mmg kene penyakit tu...

kitorg skang kat sini mmg tgh cuak, takut2 sorg2 kene... jangan kene kuarantin sudah!
nanti x pasal2 orang luar usha palat..... tulong!

babi btol la ko BABI!!!

huarrghhh......

2009-06-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

Imagine this.
you are in the class and so far no teacher has entered the class since you start the class at about ..7.30 a.m. in the morning..you just kept waiting and waiting and waiting and finally when the school's over, you realized that NO teacher has come to the class to teach you your crucial subjects, especially when you know that this year you will have your REALLY REALLY big examination coming.... and the teacher (or perhaps teachers), will not be entering your class for about a WEEK,
because of a so-grand-but-not-so-important event.( collegians should know what is it.). sounds kinda weird, right?

you know what, this has been happening to me(and as well as some of my friends since last monday). just "great". at this moment, i wish that there should be a holiday for those who are not involved in this ... whatever you call it... cause keep going to class without having to learn anything makes me to become like a programmed robot... ohhh crap.... and i know that some( or lots and lots) of my friends agreed with me already.

(babi boring sial..............)

it's really worth it

2009-06-18T16:56:00.003+08:00

i have been waiting for this time to come.
you know, since i was in form one, i was dreaming to come up to the stage to recieve a prize for the annual speech day. But it never turned out to be a reality. Until, last tuesday. A teacher met me and asked me to check wether the spelling of my name is correct or not. at first i just did like she said. and guess what, i WILL recieve a prize for this coming speech day that will be held on the next saturday (27th of june, if i am not mistaken, not this saturday,lol). for what I am recieving this prize, you said?
it's true that i am not the best student (the no. 1 in the mid-year exam, duh), but i made it for the...
ehem ehem... THE BEST JAPANESE LANGUAGE STUDENT!
WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOO! yeah! finally i made it! all my efforts in my previous years have not ended in vain. arigato Azizah sensei, arigato Nirmala sensei for helping me to achieve this level..
without your guide i am sure that i will be a total loser..... and thank you to all my nakama....

ARIGATO GOZAIMASHITA!

owh man...

2009-06-18T16:27:00.002+08:00

the mid year examination is just out..
and guest what...
i just blew it....
well, this is because i , well lets just say that my add math paper is too hard(you should've known what i get for my add math paper... i FAILED, DUH!) and it REAAAALLLLY pissed me off.
but, this just the beginning..
it's only a few weeks, before the trial and a few months only before the actual one...
hopefully i will be able to solve my add math problems in time...

(ahh great... What should i tell her about my result??)

.... heh....

2009-04-25T17:51:00.003+08:00

huh...
the same thing happened to koleq this year.
the rowing team lost against clifford..
welll at least it was sure a breathtaking competition...
although actually there were 3 schools competing in the rowing competition, which were koleq( ...) clifford ( no comment.) and smk teknik( appeared to be soooo .. lame)..
the starting line appeared to be quite ok.. but somehow clifford managed to pull away from us.. and with the help of the fast- flowing current, they managed to reach quite a fast speed ..
we knew that we would lose, so we gave our best shot, and managed to grab the second place.

teknik.... what happened to them, you asked?

well, lets just say that they did not interfere with clifford and us....